Late Of The Pier

Worry is different to annoyance.

Exams. Very soon. Haven't started revising. Need to be able to master Statics and Kinematics in 2 Weeks.

Also, whenever I do something wrong at home now, everyone keeps bringing up, well you can talk after..

YOUR ANTICS AT THE WEEKEND.


WHAT? I GAVE PEOPLE A ROOF TO SLEEP UNDER. THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A NICE THING!

ALSO, hwo the hell did all of my family find out.
It;s unfair because my sister went and got a tattoo and hid it for months before telling my mum, and it's instantly forgotten, but when I see some really lovely genuine friends and provide them with a place to stay its unforgivable? Fair enough I wasn#t planning on telling my parents, but my mum found out, and didn't tell my dad, which is good. BUT SHE TOLD EVERYONE ELSE. PFFFFT.,

That might've done it
Sorry ;________;

I don't think I'm worried about anything, which is nice. I mean, I always worry about my POOR-SEEMING EDUCATION and UNEMPLOYMENT and MOVING TO AMERICA and NOT BEING SOCIAL ENOUGH IN MY OWN CITY but I mean, who cares about that stuff.

oh yasss, i feel bad because of the parent thing. my mum is like yours! she tells EVERYONE.


i am worried about...well, most things in my life. Right now i want to kind of...turn all my time over to the arts because that's what i love and what i need to do, and i think media studies has come to symbolise everything that's wrong because it's an easy subject and i'm good at it but because of that i haven;t been focusing on it and now grades are slipping and pressure's put on me to revise for the exam in a couple of weeks and get my essays up to standard and do my coursework but my question is WHEN

in fact, WHEN? is probably the big thing right now, i just don;t have the time to do things. i'm effectively doing six subjects, 5 a levels including general studies plus trying to make a worthwhile art portfolio and i just don;t know where my life's going to end up right now. Most of my friends are getting uni offers like GET 2 A'S AND A B AND COME TO US and while i appreciate this puts pressure on them, at least they fucking know SOMETHING about where they're going to end up.

I get angry too because i want production software more than anything really, and i just can;t afford it. nearly all my friends get EMA and i get pissed off when they say things like "£20 a week doesn't really make a difference" because that's £80 a month and if i got £80 a month just for going to school like i do anyway, within a few months i'd have what i needed to get what i needwant. and they never spend it on anything good either.

basically i'm worried about THE FUTURE and MONEY.

sigghhhh.

I AM WORRIED ABOUT FLYING TOMORROW.

I HAVE A MASSIVE MASSIVE FEAR OF FLYING

I hadn't flown since 9/11 before the Irish tour last winter, and that was only an hour's flight each way and I was white knuckling the whole time - now I've got to spent pretty much 24 hours on planes tomorrow to get to California?

ARGGHARHGARHRHGHGHGHGHAHRARHHGHHGGHGHHG

Think of me, trapped in a giant flying toothpaste tube with no tranquilisers, tomorrow.

..but who's going to buy my enter shikari ticket?
i had to ripp my jamie lidell ticket because nobody wanted it...

SCHOOL!
I have to learn and type soo much but don't even know what i have to learn and when the exams are

My current worry is a stupid amount of homework. who gives homework over christmas holidays, the goons. especially when exams are coming up anyway, don't i have enough to do? rrgh.

I AM WORRIED BECAUSE I am sort of thinking of moving out, and moving to maybe London or somewhere thereabouts but I'm really really bad at doing some thing on my own so I don't know. I need to find someone to LIVE WITH ME and someone else to HIRE ME and somewhere to LIVE and it's all a bit AHHHHHHHHHHH.

imworried cause my exams start on like the 28th, and I haven't started studying. and I can't be bothered studying. and I can't do maths. and I'm going to fail. and..ARGHHH

my exams start TOMORROW

and I have 6 exams in total, biology and general studies (bbleh) tomorrow, chemistry and mahs on friday, physics and further maths (EEK) on tuesday.

although I'm not really worried.

oof you have a rougher deal than me. fr definite. i only have 4 to sit, maths is a killer tho =|

i have my first college interview on 21st january
I knew i'd fly into panic. i'm flapping around trying to finish my portfolio off

I MIGHT HAVE LOST MY BRAND NEW IPOD

i can't afford new socks.
-__-

how'd you manage that ?!

I HAVE DEFINITELY LOST MY BRAND NEW IPOD

I WILL DO THE FOLLOWING THINGS

A) CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP

B) CRY MYSELF TO WAKE UP

C) BUY A REPLACEMENT TOMORROW (DOES ANYONE KNOW THE CHEAPEST ONLINE/HIGH STREET PLACE?)

D) NOT SPEND FOR THE REST OF THE MONTH

I AM DISRAUGHT

?

Life.

I know, I'm so deep right?

BASICALLY

i was listening to DVNO by Justice over and over and feeling funky. i was waiting for my mum to come over right. and then she did and i stopped listening to the music and i was wearing a really baggy hoodie and i think as we stepped outside or when i got up the weight of it dragged it from my earphones and it fell out and bounced across the floor... though i didn't realise it at the time.

i'm actually on my third now. lol. the one i bought to secretly replace it (>>) i drowned in glue and took it back the shop and said 'WOW I DUNNO IT STOPPED WORKING' and they gave me a new one.

i'm shit with technology, as you can see

when i came to check the forum a few minutes ago it kept telling me

The requested forum does not exist. It may have been removed for a terms of service violation or as requested by the forum founder. If you feel this message is an error please contact us at our Support Forum.


and i nearly started to cry a bit on the inside.

I am worried about tomorrow because it just HAD to go and sell out and we don't have tickets and ahhhh. It has only just occured to me that that is really silly.